Tuesday, March 17, 2015

Motivation...I need you.

Motivation, where are you? I need you to come back to me. I hate to say it, but I sort of feel like crap. I have these goals but lately I lack the motivation. There has to be a way to get it, right? Am I missing something? I always attempt to make the to do list and I always start off great. For example, Sunday. I woke up early before church even though I was tired and started to check off the list. I come home later after church and lunch with my parents and did a couple things before I started to feel lazy. Was it too much at once? I feel like the to do list would be a good thing for me. It will keep me on track. Again, am I missing something? How might you stay motivated? Rewards? To do list? 

All I know is I need to focus more on my goals to get where I want to be. Why can't it be easy? Why must life get in the way and destroy the motivation I need? If there is something bringing you down and you manage to keep going. Please, what is your secret?

Thursday, January 1, 2015

This is Me!

So I decided I wanted to start a video blog. Of course it's not perfect, but hopefully that will change. I'm sure it won't be Oscar worthy or anything, but improvements are good. Right? So see below for my first video blog post. Not sure when the next one will be posted yet, but if you subscribe to my channel. A video shall appear one day.


Friday, December 26, 2014

Blah for a Friday

Today was December 26th. Right? It definitely didn't feel like it with the weather. Not going to complain, because for me? It felt great. Some of my friends would think it was still cold. Sure it was a cold fifties today, but I loved it. I love when winter days get like this. Heck, I'm one of those who don't mind the snow. I really do hope we can get a few more days like this though.

Also it just did not feel like Friday today. I kept thinking it was Saturday. Again, not going to complain because woo tomorrow is Saturday. It just felt weird all day. I felt like I had to do certain things I would do before Sunday approached.

Unfortunately, that's all I have to talk about today. It was pretty much a boring day. The only highlight would be the fact Gabby and I got to go on a nice relaxing walk, thanks to the awesome weather.

How was your day? Hopefully more entertaining.

Sunday, December 21, 2014

Hello Captain Hook

I think I found my new writing muse. No, I take that back. I found my new writing distraction. Everyone meet Captain Hook.
My good friend got it for my birthday. I love it of course. I just can't stop staring at it.

Who cares about social networking when I can just stare at Captain Hook. It's the perfect facial expression. No, it's not the eyebrow look I love, but with his head down and staring in my direction? Yeah, why can't I find a guy like that around here in Ohio? Oh that's right. He's fictional. Darn it. Why are all the good guys fictional?

Tonight, I had been kicking butt. I hit a scene where I just could not stop. The pen kept going and going. It never came up for air. Well that is, until I finally got stuck on a word. First, I grabbed the thesaurus and couldn't find the right word. When the thesaurus failed me, I grabbed the next best thing. The dictionary. As I flipped through the pages trying to decide what wording I wanted to use, my eyes moved up. Fingers stopped in the air as I looked at him. Did his eyes just move? I shake my head and look back at the words on the page. I turned the page, darn my eyes. They just can't stop looking.

Again, he's fiction. Why can't I stop staring? It's not like he'll come out of the cutout and walk towards me. If he did? I would most likely drop everything and run out of the room. Or, maybe I would faint?

Maybe while I write or get used to him there, I should turn him around?

Tuesday, December 2, 2014

Favorite Christmas Song?

So it's that time of year again when the Christmas music starts playing all day long. You can't avoid it. You can try all you want, but it will find you. So I always say, enjoy it because before you know it. Christmas season will end and you'll miss it. Maybe?

Do you have a favorite Christmas song? I think one of mine would have to be Judy Garland's Have Yourself a Merry Little Christmas.


Sunday, November 16, 2014

My First Love

My mind swims with thoughts of opening up to a new chapter.
Each new chapter captures my attention.
What will happen next?
Can I find the same as her?
He does not have a white horse.
Rather a frown.
And yet, he’s the hero.
He has his pride.
She has her prejudice.
As I grow old, I hope to still find him.
Maybe he won’t wear the top hat.
A baseball hat will do.
Mr. Darcy, my first love.
I’m here for you.

Thursday, November 6, 2014

Pongo Better Watch Out

I found an article online about one of my favorite shows at the moment, Once Upon a Time. Of course, I got excited. Any news is good news? Right? After reading the latest news though, I'm not sure what to think. The latest talk is Cruella De Vil.

Anything is possible. Look at what we've seen so far. I'm trying to picture her though as a villain on the show. What character would she be after? Technically we have seen Pongo on the show.

What are your thoughts? Do you think she could be the next villain of the second half of the season? Maybe just a recurring role?